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<title>Welterweight Monday</title>
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<summary type="text/plain">	I never realized what a big deal Mardi Gras was for most people until I worked in a secular workplace here on the Gulf Coast.  People really are looking for an excuse for fun, and they love their lasciviousness(I know that spelling&amp;#8217;s not right).  The tradition comes from a melding of the ancient Festival of Dionysis and the wonderful Christian custom of Lent.  This weekend, people live it up, because starting Wednesday, they are going to have observe 40 days of penance and self-control.
	I find it very sad that evangelicals do not typically practice the Christian calendar.  I know that many of  our Orthodox brothers and sisters have somehow attributed this custom to their sanctification, but I think it is important to realize that the traditional Christian calendar, as well as the Book of Common Prayer have their origins in early &amp;#8220;evangelical&amp;#8221; churches.  Anabaptists penned the original Book of Common Prayer, for example.  We are so afraid of adding things to grace that we have laid aside some really great aspects of Christian culture.  
	God gave the children of Israel a system of feasts and celebrations not only to remind them of important Biblical truths, but also to set them apart as a unique culture.  Certainly, the Lord has not established the Lenten season, but I do wonder if it does not accomplish some of those same goals.  As we begin the season with Ash Wednesday, we  are asked to spend a day in fasting and wear the ashes of palm branches on our head as a way to appreciate the humiliation Christ was to suffer as he entered the wilderness.  For the next forty days, we lay aside some indulgence (maybe alcohol or in my case, any beverage other than water), so that we may focus on the days that Jesus dwelt without food.  This also helps us look forward to Easter and be mindful of the Passion throughout the final week.  
	So, as the secular celebrates Fat Teusday by getting as decimated mentally and physically as they possibly can, I can&amp;#8217;t help but think back to the One who was truly decimated and mangled for my sin, and the sins of those who are marching down Bourbon Street.  God Bless New Orleans.  God bless us all.
	Any takers?   I challenge you to celebrate this season with me; see what you learn!

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	I never realized what a big deal Mardi Gras was for most people until I worked in a secular workplace here on the Gulf Coast.  People really are looking for an excuse for fun, and they love their lasciviousness(I know that spelling&amp;#8217;s not right).  The tradition comes from a melding of the ancient Festival of Dionysis and the wonderful Christian custom of Lent.  This weekend, people live it up, because starting Wednesday, they are going to have observe 40 days of penance and self-control.
	I find it very sad that evangelicals do not typically practice the Christian calendar.  I know that many of  our Orthodox brothers and sisters have somehow attributed this custom to their sanctification, but I think it is important to realize that the traditional Christian calendar, as well as the Book of Common Prayer have their origins in early &amp;#8220;evangelical&amp;#8221; churches.  Anabaptists penned the original Book of Common Prayer, for example.  We are so afraid of adding things to grace that we have laid aside some really great aspects of Christian culture.  
	God gave the children of Israel a system of feasts and celebrations not only to remind them of important Biblical truths, but also to set them apart as a unique culture.  Certainly, the Lord has not established the Lenten season, but I do wonder if it does not accomplish some of those same goals.  As we begin the season with Ash Wednesday, we  are asked to spend a day in fasting and wear the ashes of palm branches on our head as a way to appreciate the humiliation Christ was to suffer as he entered the wilderness.  For the next forty days, we lay aside some indulgence (maybe alcohol or in my case, any beverage other than water), so that we may focus on the days that Jesus dwelt without food.  This also helps us look forward to Easter and be mindful of the Passion throughout the final week.  
	So, as the secular celebrates Fat Teusday by getting as decimated mentally and physically as they possibly can, I can&amp;#8217;t help but think back to the One who was truly decimated and mangled for my sin, and the sins of those who are marching down Bourbon Street.  God Bless New Orleans.  God bless us all.
	Any takers?   I challenge you to celebrate this season with me; see what you learn!


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<title>Come out, come out wherever YOU are...</title>
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<modified>2006-02-28T02:33:03Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-27T20:42:57Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[Since our God is “over all and through all and in all” (Eph. 4:6) and since everything belongs to Him for, “By him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth… all things were created by him and for him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold together” (Col. 1:16-17) and&nbsp; since there is no place that He cannot be found,--“If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there” (Ps139:8)—and since all things are permissible for me (1 Cor. 10:23)&nbsp; then I have a great news…you can look at porn for the glory of Christ!
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By watching porn you get to see how sex might harm a relationship.&nbsp; You get to see how being nice to people will pay off.&nbsp; And though porn never out and out condemns the behavior it shows, it is the stark contrast of what is missing that really reveals what should be there.&nbsp; By viewing immorality you learn morality all the more.&nbsp; Plus if my wife or I are not feeling particularly “in the mood” that night, then by watching some porn we might actually find the desire and make love.&nbsp; And we know that God wants us to make love and reflect the beauty of His intimacy with us, so if porn leads to that, who’s to say it’s wrong?&nbsp; After all, you’re a sinner too and all sin is the same&nbsp; (ignore 1 Cor 6:18). You also may learn some great moves that will bring more pleasure to your marital bed—so porn can be educational and as Solomon instructs us, “Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding.” (Prov. 4:7)




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And you can buy porn on CD for those long&nbsp; trips when you’re without a tv.&nbsp; While driving you can listen to people enjoying that magical act God created and not look down on it because “We know that everything God created is good, and nothing is to be rejected if it is received with thanksgiving” (1 Tim. 4:4).&nbsp; And it might make you happy and think of your spouse and that’s good too.&nbsp; 
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Did you know porn was so positive?&nbsp; Enjoy your evening.]]></summary>
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<![CDATA[Since our God is “over all and through all and in all” (Eph. 4:6) and since everything belongs to Him for, “By him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth… all things were created by him and for him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold together” (Col. 1:16-17) and&nbsp; since there is no place that He cannot be found,--“If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there” (Ps139:8)—and since all things are permissible for me (1 Cor. 10:23)&nbsp; then I have a great news…you can look at porn for the glory of Christ!
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By watching porn you get to see how sex might harm a relationship.&nbsp; You get to see how being nice to people will pay off.&nbsp; And though porn never out and out condemns the behavior it shows, it is the stark contrast of what is missing that really reveals what should be there.&nbsp; By viewing immorality you learn morality all the more.&nbsp; Plus if my wife or I are not feeling particularly “in the mood” that night, then by watching some porn we might actually find the desire and make love.&nbsp; And we know that God wants us to make love and reflect the beauty of His intimacy with us, so if porn leads to that, who’s to say it’s wrong?&nbsp; After all, you’re a sinner too and all sin is the same&nbsp; (ignore 1 Cor 6:18). You also may learn some great moves that will bring more pleasure to your marital bed—so porn can be educational and as Solomon instructs us, “Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding.” (Prov. 4:7)




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And you can buy porn on CD for those long&nbsp; trips when you’re without a tv.&nbsp; While driving you can listen to people enjoying that magical act God created and not look down on it because “We know that everything God created is good, and nothing is to be rejected if it is received with thanksgiving” (1 Tim. 4:4).&nbsp; And it might make you happy and think of your spouse and that’s good too.&nbsp; 
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Did you know porn was so positive?&nbsp; Enjoy your evening.]]>
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<title>Upon having a trip planned . . .</title>
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<modified>2006-02-27T22:00:17Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-27T16:56:05Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[So, I am coming to Atlanta on Friday.&nbsp; I actually have a job interview on Monday--how exciting is that? : )&nbsp; This was actually set up by a fellow PCC alumnus named Heather, who was in Mandi's and Michael's wedding, and is now married and living in Atlanta herself.&nbsp; Her brother owns a company, and is looking for someone, so Monday morning I'm going to go by there and talk to him about the job and see what happens.&nbsp; I'm trying to get some other things lined up as well for when I'm there--don't want to have all my eggs in one basket.&nbsp; I'm looking forward to getting away from Memphis for a few days--possibly permanently--and if any of you that are close are free, I would love to drive and see you while I'm there.&nbsp; ]]></summary>
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<![CDATA[So, I am coming to Atlanta on Friday.&nbsp; I actually have a job interview on Monday--how exciting is that? : )&nbsp; This was actually set up by a fellow PCC alumnus named Heather, who was in Mandi's and Michael's wedding, and is now married and living in Atlanta herself.&nbsp; Her brother owns a company, and is looking for someone, so Monday morning I'm going to go by there and talk to him about the job and see what happens.&nbsp; I'm trying to get some other things lined up as well for when I'm there--don't want to have all my eggs in one basket.&nbsp; I'm looking forward to getting away from Memphis for a few days--possibly permanently--and if any of you that are close are free, I would love to drive and see you while I'm there.&nbsp; ]]>
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<title>My Housework as a Game</title>
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<modified>2006-02-27T22:00:15Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-27T16:37:52Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[Mondays, as I'm sure I've mentioned before, are the messiest days of our week.&nbsp; To motivate myself to get the house clean, I invited a friend to come&nbsp;over for coffee.&nbsp; It worked!&nbsp; I love sitting in a&nbsp;neat &amp; tidy&nbsp;house...
Being all domestic and waiting for Corey to come home from work makes me think of Mandi.&nbsp; Once, when left at home by her parents, she cleaned everything up, and then changed into a dress, heels, and pearls so that when her family arrived home, she would be the complete picture of June Cleaver.&nbsp; I don't remember the end of the story... we'll have to ask her.&nbsp; 
Now I miss Michael &amp; Mandi... and most of the rest of my sibs... Ready for spring quickly followed by summer.]]></summary>
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<![CDATA[Mondays, as I'm sure I've mentioned before, are the messiest days of our week.&nbsp; To motivate myself to get the house clean, I invited a friend to come&nbsp;over for coffee.&nbsp; It worked!&nbsp; I love sitting in a&nbsp;neat &amp; tidy&nbsp;house...
Being all domestic and waiting for Corey to come home from work makes me think of Mandi.&nbsp; Once, when left at home by her parents, she cleaned everything up, and then changed into a dress, heels, and pearls so that when her family arrived home, she would be the complete picture of June Cleaver.&nbsp; I don't remember the end of the story... we'll have to ask her.&nbsp; 
Now I miss Michael &amp; Mandi... and most of the rest of my sibs... Ready for spring quickly followed by summer.]]>
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<title>Monday, February 27, 2006</title>
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<modified>2006-02-27T20:30:04Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-27T15:21:14Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[I had a great week of friend time last week, and I have realized that I would go broke if my life were always like that.
Of course as you know from the previous post, Carla and I spent Tuesday night out with Kevin and Dawn, which was a blast.&nbsp; Then on Wednesday it was to Andy and Beth's for Pizza and creativity, and the so-called Chris and Beth date.&nbsp; Thursday night was a movie night for Carla and me.&nbsp; Friday night&nbsp;I went out with my GREAT friend Nona.&nbsp; We went for dinner at MiMi's (a Japanese grille) and then to Cazbah where we ran into&nbsp;Wilm and Nezha, a couple of my friends from Germany and Moraco (respectively), after about an hour and a half, we met Carla (who finished working for the evening), my ex-roommate Richie and Carla's best friend A.T. at Stax Omega for&nbsp;sweet things that none of us should have eaten.&nbsp; Then there was Saturday with my family, and on Sunday afternoon&nbsp;Carla and I were able to hang out with Kevin, Andy, Dawn, and Beth.
Total cost = Six Billion Dollars. lol
No, it was SO nice.&nbsp; When we have our friends near we take it for granted...when they are far for a while...how sweet it is to have them for a while.
Yesterday, our Pastor...Tommy...spoke on&nbsp;the idea&nbsp;of what true "saving faith" is...it is such a deep question when you really begin to think it through.&nbsp; You can't make faith.&nbsp; You can't get faith&nbsp;by doing anything.&nbsp; Faith is a gift, and yet it in some mystical way brings about actions/works.&nbsp; The true idea of faith&nbsp;as it contrasts our process of easy-believism&nbsp;+ a check list of good works and prohibited actions is a radical one.&nbsp; I'm not really trying to make a point here, just rambling as I think back over Tommy's words.&nbsp; Ok.&nbsp; So, I think I'll stop now.&nbsp;]]></summary>
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<![CDATA[I had a great week of friend time last week, and I have realized that I would go broke if my life were always like that.
Of course as you know from the previous post, Carla and I spent Tuesday night out with Kevin and Dawn, which was a blast.&nbsp; Then on Wednesday it was to Andy and Beth's for Pizza and creativity, and the so-called Chris and Beth date.&nbsp; Thursday night was a movie night for Carla and me.&nbsp; Friday night&nbsp;I went out with my GREAT friend Nona.&nbsp; We went for dinner at MiMi's (a Japanese grille) and then to Cazbah where we ran into&nbsp;Wilm and Nezha, a couple of my friends from Germany and Moraco (respectively), after about an hour and a half, we met Carla (who finished working for the evening), my ex-roommate Richie and Carla's best friend A.T. at Stax Omega for&nbsp;sweet things that none of us should have eaten.&nbsp; Then there was Saturday with my family, and on Sunday afternoon&nbsp;Carla and I were able to hang out with Kevin, Andy, Dawn, and Beth.
Total cost = Six Billion Dollars. lol
No, it was SO nice.&nbsp; When we have our friends near we take it for granted...when they are far for a while...how sweet it is to have them for a while.
Yesterday, our Pastor...Tommy...spoke on&nbsp;the idea&nbsp;of what true "saving faith" is...it is such a deep question when you really begin to think it through.&nbsp; You can't make faith.&nbsp; You can't get faith&nbsp;by doing anything.&nbsp; Faith is a gift, and yet it in some mystical way brings about actions/works.&nbsp; The true idea of faith&nbsp;as it contrasts our process of easy-believism&nbsp;+ a check list of good works and prohibited actions is a radical one.&nbsp; I'm not really trying to make a point here, just rambling as I think back over Tommy's words.&nbsp; Ok.&nbsp; So, I think I'll stop now.&nbsp;]]>
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<title>On Olympics</title>
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<modified>2006-02-27T02:30:09Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-26T21:17:02Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain">Did anyone watch the final ceremony?  What about the outfits?  I think the horde of clowns playing trombones will be popping up sometime overnight in a nightmare.  Weird.  And does anyone know what the original tune is to &quot;I just want to be a sheep&quot;- cause they were playing this- those aformentioned clowns were.  And I only know the song through the singing in prayer group at college.  Funny Madeline story- tonight&apos;s Bible story before bed was Moses hitting the rock and the water gushing out.  She really enjoyed the story and could answer all the questions at the end (Usually she can only answer 1.)   Then she looked up in extreme seriousness and said, &quot; Mama- I really want to go hit a rock.&quot;  I love that girl. </summary>
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Did anyone watch the final ceremony?  What about the outfits?  I think the horde of clowns playing trombones will be popping up sometime overnight in a nightmare.  Weird.  And does anyone know what the original tune is to &quot;I just want to be a sheep&quot;- cause they were playing this- those aformentioned clowns were.  And I only know the song through the singing in prayer group at college.  Funny Madeline story- tonight&apos;s Bible story before bed was Moses hitting the rock and the water gushing out.  She really enjoyed the story and could answer all the questions at the end (Usually she can only answer 1.)   Then she looked up in extreme seriousness and said, &quot; Mama- I really want to go hit a rock.&quot;  I love that girl. 
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<title>Upon a dream I had last night . . .</title>
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<modified>2006-02-26T22:00:28Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-26T16:58:58Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[Have you ever had a dream in which, while experiencing whatever was happening in the dream at hand, you (in the dream) remember another dream?
Well, I had one of these last night.&nbsp; 
I dreamed that I was at some sort of PCC function, and I had come in a car that had a lot of people in it (for some reason we were assigned to a particular car).&nbsp; At the function, they performed something like a Broadway show, and were dressed as Bible characters.&nbsp; Well, Drew Johnson was one of the main actors in the performance (except he wasn't dressed as a Bible character).
Anyway, to make a long story short, when we were getting back into the cars to leave, my car had more people assigned to it than it could hold.&nbsp; So, I went to the person in charge of the assignment of cars, and asked what I should do.&nbsp; He says, "Just get into that car right there."&nbsp; This car did not have anyone in it yet, so I put my stuff on the seat and waited.&nbsp; Well, it happened to be Drew's car, and he came out with this girl who I didn't know.&nbsp; I asked her if I should sit in the back, so that she could sit in front, but she vehemently said no.&nbsp; So I got in the car, and Drew and I said nothing to each other.&nbsp; We starting driving.&nbsp; 
Well, here's where the remembrance comes in.&nbsp; At some point while driving, we come to this very large bridge, and while riding across the bridge I remembered another dream that I had a long, long time ago (either while Chris and I were still dating, or not long after we broke up), and the bridge was overlooking Greenville (except this is not how Greenville really looks), and as I looked out past the driver's side, Drew turns into Chris, and suddenly we are talking about this tea shop in Greenville that we had tried to find (apparently in my other dream) but couldn't, and we had this argument about the tea shop (in the other dream) and so we drove on to Chicago ( we went to Chicago in the other&nbsp;dream )(I could see the road to Chicago out in the distance in last night's dream).&nbsp; And so we discussed again the existence of this tea shop and then I woke up once we crossed the bridge.&nbsp; Anyway, it was kind of funny and weird. : )
Oh, and as you can see, I took Andy's suggestion for my first book.&nbsp; This particular one is making me miss Ukraine, because if you read it, they really talk that way when they speak English.&nbsp; (Well, except for our translators, who were so fluent they almost sounded American--we even got them saying "ya'll" by the end of the week). : )]]></summary>
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<![CDATA[Have you ever had a dream in which, while experiencing whatever was happening in the dream at hand, you (in the dream) remember another dream?
Well, I had one of these last night.&nbsp; 
I dreamed that I was at some sort of PCC function, and I had come in a car that had a lot of people in it (for some reason we were assigned to a particular car).&nbsp; At the function, they performed something like a Broadway show, and were dressed as Bible characters.&nbsp; Well, Drew Johnson was one of the main actors in the performance (except he wasn't dressed as a Bible character).
Anyway, to make a long story short, when we were getting back into the cars to leave, my car had more people assigned to it than it could hold.&nbsp; So, I went to the person in charge of the assignment of cars, and asked what I should do.&nbsp; He says, "Just get into that car right there."&nbsp; This car did not have anyone in it yet, so I put my stuff on the seat and waited.&nbsp; Well, it happened to be Drew's car, and he came out with this girl who I didn't know.&nbsp; I asked her if I should sit in the back, so that she could sit in front, but she vehemently said no.&nbsp; So I got in the car, and Drew and I said nothing to each other.&nbsp; We starting driving.&nbsp; 
Well, here's where the remembrance comes in.&nbsp; At some point while driving, we come to this very large bridge, and while riding across the bridge I remembered another dream that I had a long, long time ago (either while Chris and I were still dating, or not long after we broke up), and the bridge was overlooking Greenville (except this is not how Greenville really looks), and as I looked out past the driver's side, Drew turns into Chris, and suddenly we are talking about this tea shop in Greenville that we had tried to find (apparently in my other dream) but couldn't, and we had this argument about the tea shop (in the other dream) and so we drove on to Chicago ( we went to Chicago in the other&nbsp;dream )(I could see the road to Chicago out in the distance in last night's dream).&nbsp; And so we discussed again the existence of this tea shop and then I woke up once we crossed the bridge.&nbsp; Anyway, it was kind of funny and weird. : )
Oh, and as you can see, I took Andy's suggestion for my first book.&nbsp; This particular one is making me miss Ukraine, because if you read it, they really talk that way when they speak English.&nbsp; (Well, except for our translators, who were so fluent they almost sounded American--we even got them saying "ya'll" by the end of the week). : )]]>
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<title>Thinking About Liam</title>
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<modified>2006-02-27T21:33:09Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-26T15:23:03Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain">When am I not thinking about Liam?  Yesterday Bean and some of her friends came over to hang out and took a bunch of pictures of him.  Just sharing their artwork.Liam and Mommy CuddlingMore of the BoysI hope I&apos;m not breaking any laws by putting this up. How cute is this?!KissesLiam&apos;s Ready To MoveI just like the way the water looks in this one.Question:  Which should I choose for my next profile pic?PS:  Still want school stories . . . see post below. </summary>
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When am I not thinking about Liam?  Yesterday Bean and some of her friends came over to hang out and took a bunch of pictures of him.  Just sharing their artwork.Liam and Mommy CuddlingMore of the BoysI hope I&apos;m not breaking any laws by putting this up. How cute is this?!KissesLiam&apos;s Ready To MoveI just like the way the water looks in this one.Question:  Which should I choose for my next profile pic?PS:  Still want school stories . . . see post below. 
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<title>Thinking About Things I Wish I Wouldn&apos;t Think About</title>
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<modified>2006-02-26T18:33:09Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-26T13:29:02Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain">Do you remember that time we were having an argument and we typed it out on the computer?  That was your idea, so I&apos;m trying it again on my xanga, just for you.  You know what makes me feel so bad?  I know this day has played itself out exactly as it was meant to.  I want to ask why Liam had to wake up at 6:45 this morning instead of 8:30 as I&apos;d hoped.  Why didn&apos;t we sleep in a little and get up to have breakfast and leisurely make our way to the late service, giving ourselves time to meet with some people and have coffee that would keep up awake?  Instead, Liam woke up early and I was mad because I knew I would have to get up and take care of him and you would still be sleeping.  You know all about my getting upset over the late morning stuff, so I won&apos;t continue on about that.  Now onto church.I mentioned this before, but church was very depressing.  I felt like we really could have used the message, I know I needed to hear that, but I was very distracted trying to keep you awake.  I kept thinking about shepherding group.  Maybe it&apos;s none of my business, but I was just feeling like you should have been awake for it.  I was so excited that you felt like you needed to lead the group this week and today you seem not to care at all.  In fact, I know it isn&apos;t really my business.  I just feel bad about it anyway.  Then you started to get that &quot;hard candy&quot; attitude at church and I started to feel worse.  That&apos;s the part you know about.Then we came home and you laid down on the couch and fell asleep.  I tried to fall asleep too, but I couldn&apos;t because Liam kept throwing toys at my head.  Then he was pulling my recepie books down and reeking all sorts of havoc.  And you were still sleeping.  And I was mad because you were sleeping and I could not.  Then I put Liam to bed and washed the dishes that you ordered me not to wash.  And I was mad again.  So now I&apos;ve sat down and my heart rate has gone back to normal, my breathing is regulated, and I&apos;m watching a movie about friendship and not losing it over little things.  I&apos;m not mad anymore.  I&apos;m just still a little sad.  And I&apos;m sleepy.  I still love you and hope our afternoon gets better.  </summary>
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Do you remember that time we were having an argument and we typed it out on the computer?  That was your idea, so I&apos;m trying it again on my xanga, just for you.  You know what makes me feel so bad?  I know this day has played itself out exactly as it was meant to.  I want to ask why Liam had to wake up at 6:45 this morning instead of 8:30 as I&apos;d hoped.  Why didn&apos;t we sleep in a little and get up to have breakfast and leisurely make our way to the late service, giving ourselves time to meet with some people and have coffee that would keep up awake?  Instead, Liam woke up early and I was mad because I knew I would have to get up and take care of him and you would still be sleeping.  You know all about my getting upset over the late morning stuff, so I won&apos;t continue on about that.  Now onto church.I mentioned this before, but church was very depressing.  I felt like we really could have used the message, I know I needed to hear that, but I was very distracted trying to keep you awake.  I kept thinking about shepherding group.  Maybe it&apos;s none of my business, but I was just feeling like you should have been awake for it.  I was so excited that you felt like you needed to lead the group this week and today you seem not to care at all.  In fact, I know it isn&apos;t really my business.  I just feel bad about it anyway.  Then you started to get that &quot;hard candy&quot; attitude at church and I started to feel worse.  That&apos;s the part you know about.Then we came home and you laid down on the couch and fell asleep.  I tried to fall asleep too, but I couldn&apos;t because Liam kept throwing toys at my head.  Then he was pulling my recepie books down and reeking all sorts of havoc.  And you were still sleeping.  And I was mad because you were sleeping and I could not.  Then I put Liam to bed and washed the dishes that you ordered me not to wash.  And I was mad again.  So now I&apos;ve sat down and my heart rate has gone back to normal, my breathing is regulated, and I&apos;m watching a movie about friendship and not losing it over little things.  I&apos;m not mad anymore.  I&apos;m just still a little sad.  And I&apos;m sleepy.  I still love you and hope our afternoon gets better.  
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<title>My Husband as an Adolescent</title>
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<modified>2006-02-26T01:30:10Z</modified>
<issued>2006-02-25T20:01:29Z</issued>
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<summary type="text/plain"><![CDATA[Remember that dream where you open your mouth to scream and nothing comes out, your throat is stuffed with cotton?&nbsp;&nbsp;
I was enjoying a steaming shower this evening when Corey poured a glass of freezing cold water on me.&nbsp; 
I am happy to report that&nbsp;I was more than able to scream loudly in the startled / scared moment.&nbsp; Then I laughed.&nbsp; 
The laughing stopped when he flushed the toilet, sending scalding water through the showerhead.
He needs to be punished.&nbsp; Does anyone know a practical joke this guy hasn't heard of?]]></summary>
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<![CDATA[Remember that dream where you open your mouth to scream and nothing comes out, your throat is stuffed with cotton?&nbsp;&nbsp;
I was enjoying a steaming shower this evening when Corey poured a glass of freezing cold water on me.&nbsp; 
I am happy to report that&nbsp;I was more than able to scream loudly in the startled / scared moment.&nbsp; Then I laughed.&nbsp; 
The laughing stopped when he flushed the toilet, sending scalding water through the showerhead.
He needs to be punished.&nbsp; Does anyone know a practical joke this guy hasn't heard of?]]>
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